Well, I am under 30 days now and counting down steadily, as it is difficult to know exactly when he will come, I am excited but not as excited as I probably would be if we somehow knew for sure. Though, something tells me the next 2 weeks are going to be very interesting, I honestly don't think Dorian is going to wait too much past 38 weeks.
To be honest, I am a little worried this morning because Dorian hasn't really been making a lot movements like normal. He's usually very active on the way into work, but this morning I barely felt anything. Cameron isn't too worried, he says he is just slowing down some and maybe he even doesn't have a whole lot of room now to move. I am trying not to freak out, we've made it to 36 weeks and he has been very active for the last 2 or 3 months....... maybe since 18 weeks pregnant, Gina listened to his heart rate Wednesday and it was 130-139 bpm still.
I guess I am just gun shy because of 2009's miscarriage and hearing women tell me about miscarrying at 8 months or giving birth to a stillborn, I believe I am just so paranoid right now and want to him out so that I know without a doubt he is doing great.... it is hard to know for sure while he is in there, but my heart says everything is fine and I am just being paranoid.
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