Thursday, March 29, 2012

38 Weeks and Entertaining Myself

    Doing some research on a blog site that facebook's Informed Moms to Be shared, I'm wondering if some of these strange movements all the way down south are actually contractions or "braxton hicks" contractions instead of junior doing his usual thing........... but I will never be sure as I don't go to the hospital and get all those strange tests done to me that helped on woman find out that she was having contractions and not the baby moving around but I am sure little Dorian is the one making all this movement and fuss, and I am just dealing with fool's hope. Gina is coming to my office for my appointment today, I am still going back and forth on whether to have her examine to see if I have dilated at all, and now that we are doing the appointment in my office I am not exactly comfortable with the idea of doing it now. We'll see what's going on when she gets here around 5:30.
    Cameron thinks it is hilarious and even though I am tempted to try sex to get this going, he no longer wants to because he keeps saying to let Dorian come when he is ready. I am a little annoyed with that, pregnancy has been fun and all but damn it I want to hold my baby, I want to play with him, I want to see what he looks like, I want to watch him grow, damn it!!!!! I will not be induce by medicine though, I will do whatever natural things I can do to stimulate this and get it going.

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