I am actually amazed that my patience has lasted this long, but now I am tired of it and want him out here with me. Last night Cameron and I almost got into a wrestling match but I had to remember that I have a belly with a baby, so the wrestling match didn't reach it's usual extent. I miss wrestling, I miss laying on my tummy (I really miss that one), I miss rollerblading, I miss mountain biking, I miss trail running, I really, truly miss working out my abdominal muscles dang it. I have everything ready for him, now he needs to get here so I can use this stuff and have him, I know the majority of the first few weeks will be mainly sleep, eat, poop/pee, but I don't care because that is just a part of the next chapter and I am ready go from this long chapter to the next one. I want to hold him, cuddle with him and watch him grow dang it!!!! I actually have a baby pool going on facebook right now, with people guessing when Dorian will arrive. It will make things interesting and less hard of a wait for me I think.
Cameron and I are so used to playing and wrestling with each other, but this whole time I have had to keep reminding myself to be careful because of the belly and Dorian which is hard because I sometimes get over excited when wrestling and I want to get really rough. We also used to race for the bedroom at night, see who could get in there first but we've had to tone it down these last 2 months with concern of me tripping and falling. Pregnancy kind of sucks dang it, so many things I can do, I feel like a child again being told no lol.
But seriously, if he isn't making much head way or out by Saturday, I going to go for a littl run/walk as that might help push things further dang it. Tomorrow I go in for my appointment and I am going to have Gina check and see if I am dilated at all, I am kind of nervous though as I'd hate to hear that I haven't dilated or anything at all.
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