Friday, March 16, 2012

Tomorrow is My Baby Shower - Reality hits Once Again

    Tomorrow is the baby shower, and I am being hit by that "holy crap this isn't a dream" feeling again. I believe that feeling has hit me about 4 times throughout this whole pregnancy, possibly 6 times maybe. I mean I've gotten used to the pregnancy, since I've been dealing with it for months now but I have not yet gotten used to the idea that little Dorian will be here all so very soon and this is going to be a whole new experience for me.
    It is kind of a wow, and yet a" holy shit am I actually ready for something like this?" kind of thing. I guess the main reason is because I have no idea how things are going to go, I won't know until he gets here and not knowing things has always bothered me. I am so freaking nervous, so excited but so really freaking nervous about it!!! Lord this is going to be different, it is going to be crazy and excited and just nuts for a while until I get a handle on things, and we'll see how long that takes me.

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