Thursday, March 1, 2012
Sometimes I Want To Scream
I am trying my damnest to be patient with this, knowing I only have about 6 more weeks to go but Cameron is making it very difficult. I am sick of being called a fatty or tubby among other things such as my ass being so large, it just pisses me off to no end. I am getting to the point where I want this pregnancy to be over with so I can start getting back into shape! Problem is, I really hate this feeling because I don't want to be that type that can't wait to get the baby out or to hate being pregnant. If I mention to him how I feel, he either brings up the fact that I say it to him all the time (hello, I have a reason not to work out to lose the weight right now!!!!) or that I am pregnant and supposed to look this way..... then don't fucking make fun of me!!! I don't feel sexy when he does it, it makes me feel horrible and crappy.... and then he wonders why I call bullshit when he tries to make cat calls or some other crap to me. I am just getting so sick of this crap!!!!
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