I can honestly say a huge part of me is ready to hold Dorian and have him out of my body. I want my body back, and I am tired of feeling awkward and fat......... and not being able to lay on my stomach or back, those are like my favorite positions to sleep in when I can sleep. I don't want him to come before 37 weeks though, and it would be nice if he can make it to 38 weeks but after that he can come anytime he likes and as early as he wants. Beautiful warm weather is here, I want to begin wearing my shorts again but with this big ole belly, wearing shorts feels really awkward and then I really begin to waddle. I want to take him out and let him enjoy this gorgeous weather (though he probably won't notice too much for a while), knowing my luck if he waits until mid April it is probably going to be rainy and miserable :(.
Ugh, I think it is more my patience than anything but 40 weeks is a lot of time being pregnant. Then again I am glad he didn't come in winter because that would have been miserable packing him around in 30 degrees, although our winter here hasn't been bad at all. I am just ready to get things going, I am ready for Dorian to be here, I am ready to get back into shape, I am ready to start using my stroller and taking Dorian to so many places (though for the 1st few months he won't notice or care), I am just ready to stop being pregnant!!!! I seriously think he is trying to do jumping jacks upside down inside of me and keeps getting stuck, not to mention I am sure he is practicing some of his future muy thai moves.
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