This week I've started back at the shop, just half days but it still feels like so much and it can get overwhelming very quickly. What is even more frustrating is that I wish people would just leave him alone when we are in the office, we freaking come in here and he finally begins to calm down and relax in his swing/bouncer when Cameron's mom gets here and wants to hold him. I just want to be able to come in here, get work done and be able to keep an eye on him without people bothering us. It is so aggravating, I just want to go back home damn it. Honestly, I think I am just overwhelmed and over-stimulated, it is going to take some getting used to all this and work. It is definitely going to take a few weeks to get used to this and get some sort of schedule going.
I am so glad I am only doing half days for the next couple of months though, this would just drive me insane if I had to work from 8 a.m to 5 p.m.
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