This is becoming very tiresome, and I am losing what patience I have left with this pregnancy. I am ready for Dorian to come, and I am wondering when he is going to be ready because I don't know how much more I can take damn it. I want to get back on my fitness regimen, get back to running, rollerblading and other workouts I cannot do while pregnant. I am sick this weight and being fat, this isn't fun anymore, but I definitely do not want any kind of induction that isn't natural. I would really, REALLY, really, REALLY like him to come when he's ready but I really want that to be within the next few days. At least this coming week because I don't know how much more I can take of this.......... I do not see how any sane woman can enjoy pregnancy, especially during the last 2 or 3 months of it where the weight gain really starts and increases.
Cramps, Braxton Hicks contractions and other discomforts have been picking up in the last 3 to 4 days, especially yesterday but I am not getting my hopes up as it can still be a week away. I am going to have Gina examine me Thursday to see if I've dilated and if so, then I will make the difficult decision to have her "sweep" my membranes to get things going, even though I have heard it can be uncomfortable although knowing I am going to be dealing with labor makes the idea of this weird discomfort bearable.
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