Things have Gone Chaotic

    I can honestly say that I am about to pull my hair out, I think I have pissed Jill off and I have not been able to stop by and see Booger since Saturday due to being so busy at the shop. I am now getting up at 5:40 a.m (alarm going off at 5:30 a.m.) and taking Ethan to the shop as of today, this morning actually went pretty well, I got to the river front and ran 2.15 miles in 20:30 (9:35 miles per minuted) and then went to the gym and did lower leg strengthening  for 30 minutes. Now I've read in a mag that it is best to switch from heavy weights/low reps to light weights/high reps to help lean out, so I am going to have to start experimenting with all that to see if it will help.
    I am sitting here in the office, been on my feet running two machines since 8:50 a.m to 4:00 p.m, finished and now Cameron wants to get back on the mill to run more parts. I am so sick of this, mainly because I am not appreciated and nobody notices. But of course, I really don't have a choice otherwise and I don't mind helping out on the floor. I just wish he and everyone else would notice now that for the last 3 weeks I have been running machines and then going home to clean and prepare dinner, not to mention that in the mornings before work I exert myself with either cardio or strength training. But apparently because I am a female, it is my duty/obligation to slave myself for him and everyone else in the house. I am just sick of it, the boys can lift a tiny finger and get a big thank you from Cameron, but I work myself hard and do the best I can all day when he asks me to and I don't get a single "thank you babe, I really appreciate your helping me".
   Tomorrow I am not sure what I am going to do before the gym after dropping Ethan off at the shop (6:30 a.m), I can not go run since I ran today and did lower leg training, also because I am (hopefully) running tomorrow evening. I will probably do about 25 minutes of hula hooping before we leave the house but I am not sure. I might just spend 45 minutes at the gym, doing mid to light weights with higher reps.