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     This morning started out good, I got up and went to work with Booger then went home and things seemed to be going good then. Cameron has made the decision to bring a female singer into their band, with Brittany Smith (Preston's dream girl) which I was okay with until tonight when I heard him and her singing the song "Overcome" which he claimed was meant for me..... now it just makes me feel like shit and want to puke when I think of the song, I don't know why but it just feels like he might as well be singing that song about her or any other girl that might end up singing with them.
     I am trying to deal with it the best way I can, but it just seems and feels difficult while he is down there singing with another girl. I know it isn't anything but it doesn't feel that way when it comes to that song and it hurts, and nothing is taking my mind off of it.