I am ready for the day to be over, scrapping up to $400 worth of parts because I stacked them too high. Now Cameron is pissed off at me, I am on a roll and so close to being fired. I don't want to lose this privilege of being able to have Dorian with me all day, I don't think I could trust anyone else with him all day and that would consume me everyday where I wouldn't be able to get anything done. I don't feel good anymore, my stomach hurts and I am hungry but I don't want to eat, I just want to get back into bed and lay there with my knees drawn up. I am not going to get to run today, that stupid concert is tonight and I am only going half way through it because it is 7 hours long and I am not going to be away from Dorian that long. It starts at 5 but I won't leave for it until about 8 p.m, mom is expected to come out to the house at 8 but I might see if she can come out around 7 p.m so I can run my 4 miles and then take a shower and head to the concert unless I decide not to go at all. After earlier, I really don't want to go. I don't want to miss 4 hours with my son after today, when I am so close to losing my job here and then having to find a babysitter for Dorian.
At 6:30-7 p.m I might take Dorian with me out for a little run depending on his mood and how I feel. If I can get just 2 miles in, that is better than nothing at all, though I would prefer 4 miles. I guess we'll just have to see how things go today, if I can't run then I might just dance around the living room while he is asleep. Try and get 1 hour of dancing in to make up for no running.
I just want today to be over with, I want to go home and sleep.
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