I am about to lose my mind, my patience is already gone and I am beginning to run out of sanity. I am almost 4 months post pregnant and still 150 lbs, and have probably gained more. I have cut my calorie goal on myfitnesspal.com from 2490 to 2100 a few weeks ago, because I couldn't make it to 2490 calories a day, my milk supply hasn't decreased but neither has my weight. I am up to 4 miles now, 2 times a week and my long run this Saturday will be 5 miles. I just want to know when I will start losing these 15 lbs, when will I start getting back the body I used to have because right now it just doesn't look like it is going to happen within the next year. I did a lot of strength training back in 2010 to lose the weight, weighing 155 lbs in February and weighing myself in May at 134 lbs, losing 21 lbs in 3 months and now I can't go to a gym and I know that is the only way I am going to lose this weight. Dorian will probably be 5 years old before I can start going to a gym and working out, I am going to be 151 lbs or whatever for years now, again living the life of a fat ass, chubby woman.
This running isn't helping at all, I figured once I got pass 3 miles that I would slowly start thinning out but nothing has happened. My first 3 miles was almost a month ago, on June 30 and you would think with the low calories and the breast pumping that I would be losing weight. This is just very discouraging,
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