Life can Suck a Little

  Ugh.... sometimes I really wish I just worked somewhere and I didn't have to worry about how the company was doing fine or not. It can be so stressful having this kind of responsibility, but I know it is the only way I can have Dorian with me. I don't think I could function very well if he was at a babysitter all day, my mind would constantly be worrying about him and his safety and happiness. I just don't know how some people can do that, go to work and leave their children with someone else all day, it would drive me crazy. As usual, machines are acting up at a time where we just don't have the money to really spare, but we don't have a choice.