Yesterday I finally got to shoot my pistol, and I was pretty nervous at first because 1: I didn't know what to expect on the kick, 2: I was definitely scared of the gun, worrying on if I dropped it, mishandled it, pinched myself, 3: that Ethan and Preston would make comments and jokes. But they didn't, they were actually very nice and didn't make me feel like an idiot. And I began to feel more and more comfortable with shooting my gun, I wasn't yet holding the trigger down through the whole mag but I was getting quicker after each bullet. I can't wait to go shoot again, get more comfortable and begin focusing on aiming, pulling it from the holster quickly. I am still going to carry my pepper spray, and a knife at all times because you never know which one will be the best option in a situation. "
Dorian is just adorable, and I cannot say that enough. During pregnancy and when I found out I was pregnant I would go through these thoughts of fear, so used to being an individual and going about doing whatever whenever, thinking all that would change but now I just can't imagine life without him. He is so amazing and life really hasn't changed a whole lot, but a lot of that has been thanks to Cameron being so willing and understanding of things. If I could talk face to face with my creator, I would thank him/her for blessing me with Dorian because he truly is a blessing in my life.
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