I am only about 5 weeks into this damn thing and the morning sickness is already sucking. I really hope it doesn't last, otherwise I am going to be very miserable. I think I am hungry sometimes but I cannot think of anything to eat, and it sucks because I get dizzy when I don't eat. I am a little concerned on whether I will be able to do the Half Marathon this year, and if I don't then it could be quite a few years before I get to. I am still scared, for the last 23 years I have had my time to myself and not having to worry about anyone or thing else - now I have a child coming and everything is going to change. Am I going to react the way I should, or am I going to basically be too scared to move? I am still waking up in the mornings expecting this to be a dream, expecting it to not be real - but it is and there is no turning back now.
I can actually wake up no problem around 6 a.m but within a couple of hours I am dead tired and my eyes are trying to close on me - it is so aggravating, especially since I have class tonight and I can't have any kind of energy drink. I can already see the next 8 months are going to be very difficult and mentally draining, I am beginning to wish I had stuck to taking my pill everyday to prevent this.......... UGH!!
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