I went to Pregnancy Resource Center and they confirmed another positive pregnancy, and figure me to be around 5 weeks. I am really nervous - about a lot of things in fact. I think I was this far along when I had miscarried last time, and I am still scared of the idea of having a baby. I know my life is going to change a lot, and it is going to be crazy for a few years. I am scheduled to go in on September 8 for an ultrasound which will tell me just about exactly where I am at. I am tired and I really just want to go to sleep right now, I do not know if that has anything to do with being pregnant though.
I know one thing, I will not be doing the whole pink or blue bullshit, the bedding and decor will be neutral and animal scene. My child will go everywhere with me when it is safe, out hiking, running (except during the trail runs) and wherever I go. I am not going to be like so many other women who act as if their life is completely over with now that they have a baby in their life.
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