So Far All is Well

    So far I have been going through all the normal things, I guess. The slight cramping of the uterus stretching, the nausea and fatigue - but a lot of it has subsided so I am a little worried. I just called to "apply" for a doctor called Heather Schroeder so hopefully she will take me because I heard from a few others that she is really good.  I am nervous, still a little scared and anxious about all of this but 90% of it is the idea of losing this baby too- I do not know how I would handle it if history repeated itself again. Being almost a week since I finding out, I am getting used to the idea of waking up in the mornings knowing that I am pregnant and my life is going to change dramatically, but this child is mine and I am going to have fun raising him/her and teaching him/her the values and morals that my family has taught me. I am going to try my best to instill a bond between us that will hold up even when the child reaches adolescence which could be a HUGE challenge for me. Again, I don't have much to say but I am excited and anxious all in one so yeah things are a little hectic for me. My runs are going fine as are my work outs but it is only early in the first trimester so I can't wait to see how I feel a couple of months from now.