Today Could've Been My Last

    I think what pisses me off more, or hurts more is knowing that he doesn't give a shit. While on the Loyd today headed to go pick up his stupid fucking amp, I had my cruise on at 55mph in the left lane, I had noticed that both exits at Boeke were closed due to high water and for some reason I just stopped paying attention to the road. All of a sudden I look up to see that my lane had stopped and I was less than 50 ft from the car dead still in front of me going 55 mph. I hit the brakes so hard and could feel myself bouncing and skidding, I turned my wheel to the left so that I would miss the car and I went in between three cars and the huge concrete median. I know without a doubt that if I had hit the woman, I would've been fucked, not only going to prison for manslaughter (somebody would've been dead), but most likely a broken body if not myself be dead. I was so shaken up, I couldn't stop and had to call Cameron about it; all he pretty much said was "pay better attention, and don't fuck up his amp"! Not "I am glad you're okay", or "that could've been really ugly, you could've been killed". Even when I finally got back to the shop, he didn't ask me if I was okay, he just kept up with his usual shit, belittling me and trying to get me riled up in front of everyone...... it hurts to know that the man I am married to and love couldn't give a fuck more about me and my safety. And now I am the one he is pissed off at.