It has been a few days since my last blog, my insecurities are up and I am sick of not being able to get rid of this puggy ass stomach........ my husband is going through this phase of acting like a stupid teenage virgin boy, going off on every "hot" skinny little bitch on the T.V screen, he might as well be fucking the T.V and then he wonders why I feel like shit. I am just sick and tired of being 140 lbs, not matter how hard I try to avoid bad foods, work out as much as possible, it seems this stomach just won't go away.
Other than that shit, I've decided on doing one lesson a week (Saturday) and then coming in on Wednesday to do a 2 hour riding without lessons for $20.00, work on honing my skills. The weather has warmed up but we are having the April showers so things are pretty muddy but warm, I wanna get back out on the trails biking, and I really need to get back into running but for some reason my knees are hurting and it is really pissing me off. So basically I am just pissy and bitchy.
I have a math test on Monday, which I really need to study for and work on, and I have a rough draft due on Tuesday in English, it shouldn't be too hard really because I know what I want to write and am very passionate about it. So all I really have to worry about is the math test. Yay.
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