After paying my jeep off just a few days ago, after getting all the bugs fixed and finally feeling that it can last a year or two more - all that was just wrecked in fucking seconds. My stepson's stupid ass band mate's piece of shit car needed a jump, so he moved my jeep over to where he could use it to jump start the car. Once Ethan got back into the jeep to move it, it just apparently went out of control and straight into the fence and completely totaled it.
I cannot begin to describe what I am feeling right now, it is just bullshit that I keep getting fucked over in life, especially with my baby on the way and now not having a vehicle. I had that jeep for almost 5 years, it would be 5 years next March and it could have lasted for up to 2 more years, the bugs were worked out of it and other than the minor electrical issues with heating/ac, it was a damn reliable vehicle that got me everywhere and anywhere - and now I am fucked, god only knows the kind of lemon I am going to get stuck with for the next few years as I probably won't get to purchase anything more than $3,000 at most. I am just so fucking sick of getting fucked over in life, I am so sick of being poor and always getting the short end of the stick because of someone else's bullshit. I knew I would lose that jeep, I knew I would lose it to due to someone else's bullshit being behind the wheel and the last few days I had a feeling it would be Ethan behind the wheel - God damn it I wish I had went out there instead of letting him take my keys!!!! I know deep down it would not have happened, FUCK! The jeep was looking so much better, getting fixed and having NOTHING engine wise wrong with it and then all of sudden with another driver it just happened to fuck up................ I don't care what they claim I know it wouldn't have happened if I had been behind the wheel. Now I am fucked with out a vehicle and my next vehicle will be a total piece of shit, probably hardly ever on the road for more than a few months before needing to be brought in the shop for some fucked up engine issue! GOD DAMN IT!!!! I loved that fucking jeep, it would have been 5 years next March, the longest I have owned a vehicle and I just lose it to someone else behind the wheel.......... I just want to crawl into a corner right now, I don't want to talk to anyone and Cameron of course is now defending Ethan as usual, if it had been my brother driving it, all the blame would have immediately went to him without question. I am just sick of Ethan and Preston always being defended about shit, I knew in my gut not to let him take my keys, I knew in the deepest part of my mind to tell him no (and honestly say fuck Jacob's piece of shit) but I was busy answering stupid ass customer emails. Fucking bullshit!!
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