This Thursday I will be 25 weeks pregnant, things seem to be going pretty well except for little things here and there. I've got 15 weeks to go and it is getting a little hard to deal with not being able to work out to lose weight or stay fit, I am feeling depressed and angry but also crappy for feeling like this. I keep telling myself that this weight gain is the baby growing and my body preparing for everything, it just sucks right now and I can't really talk to anybody especially Cameron as he wouldn't understand any of it. I want so bad to keep up my fitness, and watching myself gain weight and grow is very stressful, and it is really difficult to know that my balance is completely off so my kickboxing DVDs aren't as fun as normally.
I really hope these feelings start to die down, because they make me feel really bad about everything and I know it will just begin to slow down the next 15 weeks I have to go.
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