Other than this morning's great run and morning cleaning slash sex, afternoon went to shit within seconds when Cameron turned in a raging asshole about some bullshit over my brother. So now my brother is pissed off about shit that isn't his fault, it isn't his fault if Brittney Smith is interested in him but now Jared is no longer allowed at the house since Brittney Smith is here just about every fucking night. He claims any interaction would probably screw up their "band vibe", but I think it is mainly because Cameron secretly wants to fuck her and doesn't want Jared messing with her. I can't confront him on it because he would blow his top and I would probably get my ass bounced, honestly I think he is just insane and has a whole LOT of issues. I had no idea I was throwing myself into this kind of mess marrying him, it doesn't seem to be in all of them but just him, Ethan and Preston. They immediately lash out at outsiders or anyone who "threatens" the band vibe or guy vibe and women (except the ones they want to fuck, including Cameron) are immediate outsiders.
I left the shop afterwards and took the dogs hiking in the woods down by the river, then came home and Cameron was all lovey dovey and wanting sex so yeah; I don't want to talk about it because I am sick of being forced to make a choice and choose between him and his family over mine. Or he likes to make me feel like shit by telling me how much my family suck and how they are dirty pieces of shit (at least a few of them are). Oh the joys of married life.
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