Fuck that asshole, I am so sick of being treated like some low down stinking piece of shit by him. At first I thought it would be awesome to have him as a running partner but now..... I could care less about what he does and I do not want him as a running partner. How the fuck can I run with a dick that sees me as some worthless servent of his? A running partner is someone who sees you as an equal and is there for you, just like a spouse should be, but no that is not the deal with this egotistical asshole. I can honestly say he has a God complex and needs therapy really bad, I am so sick of feeling like shit and being made to feel like shit because that makes him feel so much better. From now on I run by myself, I do just about everything by myself.
About an hour later: looks like I am running with him, at least for now. I won't push him anymore on it though, on days that we should run, I won't say a word. I will just go and do my run either in the morning or evening and not even worry about him, if he decides to go run, that is fine but if he doesn't then that is even better.
9:00 pm: Same day, slightly a different attitude now. I am not going to delete or edit this post because looking back on it will remind me of my venting. He can be so aggravating and just mean about everything, that it makes me rethink a whole lot of things, but of course that is probably what he wants and hopes for. I really do want him to be my running buddy but he's even admitted that running just doesn't excite him like it does me.
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