It is amazing how a decent day can go to complete shit with just one word from him, always treating me like shit and a low life idiot. Not only that, but on my birthday which he has not wished me or even acknowledged it so far but made sure to make me feel worthless and stupid. Yay for my day, now I just wish it was done and over with so I can forget about this unhappy, shitty day like the others I try to forget about which is just about every single fucking day with him. I am not even going to bother reminding him or hinting about what today is, fuck him if he never notices as usual because he has done ruined it anyways.
On a side note, I am 17 weeks along today which should be special and make me feel good but hey oh well because I am not allowed to feel like a human being but a worthless toad. Freaking asshole.
So far, around 14 people on facebook have wished me a Happy Birthday, 90% of them I have never met in person or talked to in my life. That was beginning to make me feel good up until Super Asshole had to ruin it.
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