It is truly baffling how arrogant and "forgetful" men can be, they have selective memory and will forget all the bad things they do while always remembering another's fault and fumbles. Then they either bring up all your faults and mistakes just to justify themselves or act as if they never said anything that you are accusing them of. To make matters even worse, is when they are comfortable with putting you down and calling you names right in front of your own child. I am seriously wondering if I really want my son to grow up hearing such cruel words being slung at his mother, so that he can see all women like that and have no respect for me. I am getting tired of it, and really sick and tired of him bringing up my mistake 4 years ago (cheating/kissing another guy/ lying to him about it) every time I mention how something he does or says makes me feel. The reason I am tired of it, is because I know that he would still treat me like this even if I hadn't made that mistake.
After bringing it up, and then he of course throwing my mistake in my face as usual, he apologizes but I don't believe it or want to hear it...because I know he will just do it again, I know he doesn't mean it, and my proof is the fact that he brought up my mistake to justify something he has been doing since the first year we were together.
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