Two nights ago, I opened my mind to the idea of a home birth with a midwife. I cannot stand hospitals and they are always cold and uncaring to me, it is probably because I have never had good insurance on my own but even when I was with my mother's insurance, they were this bad. I have been doing my research, trying to see both sides of it and scared either way. I am mainly scared of having a breech or some other bad scenario and having to go through a C-Section and miss the real miracle of giving birth. I would really rather do a home birth in my home, having family around me and a professional midwife there to help, I know birth will probably be the most difficult thing in my life but I can't turn back now and I just want my baby to be safe (and me of course).
I have a consultation with a midwife Monday afternoon, and I hope I do not forget any questions I have for her, I want to make sure she knows how important this is to me and how serious I am taking it. I will probably get my questions together on a piece of paper Monday morning to have ready for her.
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