My Dream Horse and Nothing I can Do

Booger is my dream horse, no other way to say it. I met him on Wednesday night, and from the very moment brushing and petting him, I knew he was perfect for me. Our first ride wasn't exactly great and as well as I wanted but today's ride with him (just me and Booger, no lessons) was great. Even with other people in the arena working with their horses, I didn't lose my confidence or nerve and we did great. He has so much get up and go, he is competitive in a good way with other horses, in a great way and wanted to keep up and even pass them (cantering or trotting). Near the end of our ride when I wanted to calm him down, he wasn't finished and ready for more, without even asking he would trot.  I don't even need a crop to work with him, it is just too perfect, he is everything I have ever wanted in a horse and so much more. Jill is willing to sell him for $1,000 but I know Cameron will not listen, he doesn't even listen now. When I try to talk to him about my lessons and riding, he doesn't care and isn't even interested, GOD I wish I could purchase Booger but I can not do it without Cameron's permission. I want to be around him and can not stop thinking about him, but I know deep down it is hopeless and that is what pisses me off, I am almost tempted to talk to Jill and see what kind of boarding pricing because we couldn't keep him here. I know it is stupid to think about it, and dream or hope for it but until Booger I was perfectly realistic in waiting 3 to 5 years to start looking for a horse..... and now since being around Booger and working with him, I don't think I can wait that long.